Lilitu - Unwill lyrics

I've tried to find myself, but I can't To find some peace of mind or what's left Life seems so meaningless Sometimes, I just want to give in As the sorrow calls my name She comforts me and leaves the scar of pain and tells me everything will be alright But I know damn well, that's a lie Take this day No different than the others But I know I cannot stay Far and away I'll try not to remember Still, I remember everything I am Unwilling, I am unable I see no hope at all With all I've given I can not carry on Is this forever? A foul endeavor Or a veil which I've disclosed I taste of tragedy and divine Sweet pathetic comedy And in time you'll get the best of me and my mind but it's so insignificant Will things get better? In pieces, shattered Within the lonely corners that the shadows know It's now or never No need for reverence I've paid my debts in full Things will not get better I am in pieces, shattered Slipping into the darkest corner of my mind Just let me go Escape from reality Please don't remember me I am not worthy of a memory