Lilitu - This Is Not An Exit lyrics

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Lilitu - This Is Not An Exit lyrics

Post Dramatic/Enigmatic trauma Here we go again Every days the same/Oh how I dread beginnings Still awaiting my, still awaiting my end Alone and Distraught/Here I lay Slightly fevered from today Cannot bare what they say Self loathing, I'll fade away (away) Just leave me lying here I'll close my eyes/escape this life and sleep to pa** the time Oh How I miss the days... were golden But now deprived Pondering the question Why the f** are we alive? Growing older now, My skies turn to gray If k**ing is a sin, then I can't win and all hope is lost An act to seal my fate I can't I am afraid To inflict the pain, to create my own demise Oh please, release me from the pain of living Beyond Comprehension Victim of Circumstance Lost with no direction I can't face the day again The hole that I have made The fear that it creates To know that I can't go on But I don't have the guts to end it all Oh please, release me from this never ending hell and I dream a thousand years astray Just close my eyes and wish to die and never see again When I wake there shall be no today Only deaden eyes that welcome me away into obscurity Release me Help me find The door that will open Release me Slipping away again Struggling to find my way ...the light that I can't find Will pain Subside?