LiL sMiRk - Relapse lyrics

I'm finally clean thank god cause cause I was on the brink of destruction not knowing what to do with the instructions given but sometimes I wanna just say screw it and give in for awhile I was living in the fast lane till reality hit me like a brick I was sick of what i was going through wanting something new being chewed up and spit out by all these punk a** lables putting all the money on the table thinking its gonna change me but sh** ain't sh** gonna change this strange kid I'm just gonna get ahead of the game a lil bit and just slit my wrist and end this bullsh** -SMIRK