Lil Skies - Burning Memories lyrics

Yeah, this one's for the mama that I never knew (Never knew) I took acid just to burn all of my memories of you I guess now I really wanna know the truth How'd you leave your only child at nine for another dude? Took that pain and punched my father in the stomach 'til he bled Hit the store and stole a .40 and took that sh*t to the head All the years that you ignore me left me sleepless in the bed I hope daddy got some kids 'cause your only son is dead My revenge, got it in the end (In the end) I'm sure all them rituals need me again (Need me again) I spent twenty years waiting on the stairs Now I'm finished thinking anyone'll ever hear these prayers If I die before I wake, smoke me out of Heaven's gate Bring me back to life on Sunday, pour me up the Devil's drink Wake up, go to work on Monday, grind it out for seven straight You showed me that just because we're blood don't mean that we relate All my dark days came in the summer All my thoughts changed, now I'm a loner Everything stayed, you were the runner Watch the train go away through the tunnels Hold up, stack my money up just for a rainy day Playboy MGK and I will pull up where you stay (Yeah) I die for my brother, I don't have nothin' to say (No) I die won't my baby mama, told me I was fake (Damn) I got real shooters, they ain't worryin' 'bout a case (Whoa) I got people talkin', but won't say sh*t to my face (Yeah) EST for life, my ops are rolling in they grave (Damn) See me doin' good, I put that work in like a slave (Work) Up all night, mine Cloudy don't be spooked If I show you love, then will you always tell the truth? (Truth) Feel like I'm goin' crazy, couldn't trust no one but you (You) Suicidal thoughts keep tellin' me jump off the roof If I die tonight, no, I ain't got nothin' to prove CSI gon' say we the realest in the room fu*k with mine, I kill 'cause I got everything to lose fu*k a mama, you know what I'll do (Yeah) If I die before I wake, smoke me out of Heaven's gate Bring me back to life on Sunday, pour me up the Devil's drink Wake up, go to work on Monday, grind it out for seven straight You showed me that just because we're blood don't mean that we relate All my dark days came in the summer All my thoughts changed, now I'm a loner Everything stayed, you were the runner Watch the train go away through the tunnels Ooh, ooh, ooh The memories (Whoa) keep playing on repeat (Yeah) I burn 'em all so I can start sleeping (Whoa) And now they're back, I make it good (Yeah) I wouldn't change the past if I could (Whoa) These memories, they won't get the best of me (Yeah) Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh