I'm livin the life of a grown man Gotta keep my banga, keep it off safety, and watch alla my friends Gotta take care of my mama kuz she hollin "f** a man" Gotta watch ova my brother kuz he with me till tha end Gotta hold my da- [Verse 1:] I'm livin the life of a grown man Gotta keep my banga, keep it off safety, and watch alla my friends Gotta take care of my mama kuz she hollin f** a man Gotta watch ova my brother kuz he with me till tha end Gotta hold my daddy down he ain't got nobodi but Turk Blankin sh** fa lil Marcus until my body in the dirt I think I need to go to church, dreamin ridin ina hearse I wanna be with ? I only see him on a shirt ? mama, she sick, I told him we can't lose another Go tell Unique I love her, Ms. Shawn jus like a mother Wish my uncle was next to me, but he in jail So I chose him and send him pictures to show him how I live And my life so real they got me lookin in my rear You gotta be paranoid and careful when they wan' k** you Sunday mornin newspaper and my daddy in it The white folks want his money and we battlin it [Hook:] I'm steady smokin all these fools Ion know what to do But ian finna k** myself, I'm a leave that up to you I'm a leave that up to you {Neva do that} I'm a leave that up to you I'm steady smokin all these fools Ion know what to do But ian finna k** myself, I'm a leave that up to you I'm a leave that up to you {Neva do that} I'm a leave that up to you [Verse 2:] Rest in peace Nick Sterling, you gone but not forgotten Rest in peace Kevin Henderson, yo children, youngin got em Mama, she straight, she safe, you ain't gotta worry And I jus broke ha off daddy you ain't gotta hurry Daddy, you shudda neva put me in that Bentley Even though they hate on me but I still love my city My thugs, yea they feel me, but my bloods wanna k** me But these artists be hatin me too I ges that they ont hear me So I leave my 40 co*ked and I be ready to burn some Jus one om in my belt so I be ready to earn some n***as wanna knock me off but still be callin my phone No answer ian at home, I'm cum in aim at ya dome A n***a burned one'a my cards up, why?, I'm comin harder Or check one of my n***as if my mama outta water I mean that, and I mean this from the heart It's too late to be down if you wudn't with me from the start [Hook:] I'm steady smokin all these fools Ion know what to do But ian finna k** myself, I'm a leave that up to you I'm a leave that up to you {Neva do that} I'm a leave that up to you I'm steady smokin all these fools Ion know what to do But ian finna k** myself, I'm a leave that up to you I'm a leave that up to you {Neva do that} I'm a leave that up to you