(Turn me up, Josh) I was goin' through that pain alone I was goin' through that phase alone We all change, you say I change alone Sleepless nights, barely changin' clothes You know damn right you was wrong I was tired, they didn't realize Certain vibes, it don't feel right Plenty nights got me traumatized Why they lie? I do love my guys You lookin' crazy, know the trenches raised me I'm Durkio, but I'm Chicago Jay-Z And I was scared how that money made me I caught a vibe today, was lookin' crazy Money ran low, right? Felons can't vote, right? I can't even vote for who I believe in, sh*t ain't goin' right I didn't drop a tear inside the funeral, I ain't mourn right And I nut in all the hoes I fu*k, I blame the porn site Please don't turn away from me I got enough on my plate tryna turn away, tryna turn away Became the voice of the streets and my people ain't believe in me I'm supportive of the streets and them people ain't believe in me Quarantine what? I'm just tryna make a buck Talkin' to my dawg, he be actin' like he stuck Favorite gun a Glock, it slipped up, what a month Throw it in they face every time I hold it up Granny ain't feelin' too well Shootout with the police, I ain't goin' to jail How you actin' off a case, you'll know if you tell I know a ni**a from the hood, he'll serve with no scale Watchin' Bands make a play, I seen him score in the mail Gave him thirty-nine years, I heard him cry in the cell Even though I'm gettin' big, I bought a MAC through my Zelle Took a picture on my block, they think I'm back in the field Please don't turn away from me I got enough on my plate tryna turn away, tryna turn away Became the voice of the streets and my people ain't believe in me I'm supportive of the streets and them people ain't believe in me