Lil Bibby - Crack Baby lyrics

I saw my mama smokin' crack right in my face and left me traumatized She was never sober, I can tell when I look in her eyes n***a been through hard times Shootouts that I wish I died I know about them stomach aches That pain that hurt to be alive I was lost up in them streets I had to sell them d** to eat Them hoes ain't wanna f** with me I had to put j's on my feet They kno' I had that curly hair I know I'm lookin' like I'm sweet I want that boy to disrespect I never got my a** beat I had too much pain in me My life make me angry If you come from the bottom Ain't no difference you the same as me n***as said they f** with me I had to take some time to think You sold my moma crack and took her link I ain't have sh** to drink We ate that chili out the can I had to turn into a man I was sellin' Reggie n***a Started out will seven grams Never had no helpin' hand One sister and two brother's I got love for white Shawn He one crazy motherf**er I mad millions out the trenches I'm one wavy motherf**er I know that's a lot of guap for a crack baby motherf**er Felt like life was just abusing him We don't post our guns on IG Cause we be usin' 'em They like I went to school with him I ain't have no father figure Had to go way harder than him Had to play way smarter than him Them f**ed up nights what sparked him I'm just glad to be alive Look my nephew in his eyes Saw the innocent I told him that I love him like he mine That's the type of sh** that make you get out here and grind And for that boy I'm k**in' sh** I swear I do that time Put my life all on the line I was standin' on that nine I was three foot to my brother f**ed it up went two for five I saw project on that bed My lil cous lost his leg I was Chillin' when I got that call My cous was out that bed After all them tears I shed Got a gangster out here prayin' Some old n***as bout to die behind this sh** and I ain't playin' f** the police and the feds You heard what the f** I said Then lil n***as out here Hidin' f** it I'm gon' play they plan We gon' fill that boy with led f** that sh** I want his head They got my cousin too much meds I got some k**as I keep em fed All this cheese bring the rats That's the reason for the gat And that beam is attached It's in me like a tat I love green, I need racks Get my team up out the trap If he seen all the sh** I seen He'll probably snap Say I keep that, 40 on me Like a I.D, that's high key Bullet in the head right beside me Come try me Back and forth, the dissin' I won't do it cus that's not me The last n***a dissed the gang This brains was all sloppy I say damn he comin' home I call the cash with glow I don't buy the j**elry no more Man that sh** is slow I just bought two home In the burbs and the [?] I came a long way, I use to post up by that store