Like Vultures - Undesirable #1 lyrics

Come on My names been dragged through the dirt Love me, but suspect me first You probably a**ume the worst But that's okay, I did this myself You'll ask but I'll never tell You'll never know me that well You'll never know me that well Cuz I'm a snake in the gra** Talk sh**, don't take it back Look close and you'll see The real despicable me I tried, I f**ing tried and I tried I'm just too easy to despise Today I woke up to a miserable scene Saw my reflection saw the absolute worst in me Insane, crazy in the worst way What's crazy is how fast things can change When they are going your way Now I've got nothing left Can't even find the words to say I finally lost my mind I finally ran out of time All or nothing I know I've just lost my way, but I never meant to leave such a broken path of pain Give me a chance please I'll explain Different perspectives through different eyes We're not the same I'm out of touch with everything that I should probably feel inside I am the worst person I know I never had a heart and I just sold my soul All my friends are dead, my girlfriend left, and I've got way too many voices inside of my head They're screaming "I am the worst person I know" You want a heart to hear? I'll let you know I am the worst person I know I will not be found I'll give you the run around The second you see inside of me I know you'll back out I grew up with a voice in my head And honestly without that voice I'd probably be dead Please don't wait for the prodigal son He almost came back, but he was having too much fun He's dead and gone and we knew it along Each time I give in the temptation is too strong And now i'm back here again Been wearing masks so long that now I don't know where to fit in Every night I lose it All of the choices that I've made tighten the noose till it fits Hide behind so many masks Try so hard it never lasts The darkness inside of me Just wants to set itself free I know I've just lost my way, but I never meant to leave such a broken path of pain Give me a chance please I'll explain Different perspectives through different eyes We're not the same I'm out of touch with everything that I should probably feel inside I am the worst person I know I never had a heart and I just sold my soul All my friends are dead, my girlfriend left, and I've got way to many voices inside my head They're screaming: "I am the worst person I know" You want a heart to heart? I'll let you know I am the worst person I know