Like Vultures - If I Was The Devil lyrics

If I was the Devil I would bring everyone else down to my level I would create a living hell in Order to prepare An attempt to make every evil word somewhat easier to utter But that's not me I'm no saint but I tried to be good, I tried so hard to be understood You always accuse me of so much All I can hear are their voices screaming for my blood You say that I'm the one who fooled you but the honest truth The honest truth is that I'm the fool I truly changed for you But the change in me could never be enough for you You showed me how good this life could be but I should've known that losing you would destroy me I knew how dark this world could be and now I'm right here trapped inside this distance and it's k**ing me Now the world is dead and it's my burden to bear I live inside of my head this is my punishment For destroying every shred of humanity that was left That was left inside of me I've destroyed so many lives How did it come to this I close my eyes and hope I'm someone Else when I open them Too many lies now I can't remember The d** have made every moment bleed together I can't believe how f**ing far I've fallen Thought I had this under control, I got lost in the moment Sometimes you have to lose control, Numb the f** up and go with the flow You showed me how good this life could be but I should've known that losing you would destroy me I knew how dark this world could be and now I'm right here trapped inside this distance and its k**ing me The one you loved is dead and buried He thought he'd get the last laugh, thought he'd get the best of me Who's laughing now? Who's laughing now? HA HA HA Numb up so I can't give a f** You showed me how good this life could be but I should've known that losing you would destroy me I knew how dark this world could be and now I'm right here trapped inside this distance and its k**ing me You showed me how good this life could be but I should've known that losing you would destroy me I knew how dark this world could be and now I'm right here trapped inside this distance and its k**ing me And it's k**ing me Yeah, it's k**ing me