Light Years - I Wish I Could lyrics

Something in my mind I can't explain Like it always kinda feels like it's gonna rain Can't tell if you're real or just a ghost All my friends keep telling me I gotta let it go I wish I could If you're a lot like me you know nothing really matters much The pains in my chest have reached to my head and they keep adding up I tried to come clean about everything but it just wasn't enough If you're a lot like me you nothing really matters much All these lines keep getting deeper That can't be my face in the mirror At the very best I'm just waiting to die Been trying to live with the thorn in my side But it's not getting better no it's not getting better Well keep your head up and don't you look down Keep your head up and don't you look down I wish I could If you're a lot like me you keep everything deep inside Locked it up tight and kept out of sight away from prying eyes Everything changed and I haven't been the same since the day my father died If you're a lot like me you keep everything deep inside All these lines keep getting deeper That can't be my face in the mirror At the very best I'm just waiting to die Been trying to live with the thorn in my side But it's not getting better no it's not getting better Well keep your head up and don't you look down Keep your head up and don't you look down I wish I could Can't tell if you're real or just a ghost All my friends keep telling me I gotta let it go I wish I could I wish I could Tell you everything's gonna be alright I wish I could