Light Years - Throwing My Life lyrics

I keep having these dreams Every night I sleep Don't know what they mean Trapped in the house where I lived When I was just a kid And I can't escape No sign of the end Just my greatest regrets And oldest friends Who all left me behind I never made up my mind Or any sense But if the writing's on the wall I just didn't see I was stood up on my date With destiny I'm sick of throwing my life away Sick of all of the things that I can't change Sick of having to live this way Watching my dreams go down the drain I've got these holes in my heart They match the ones in my head But I don't mind Cause every now and again I like to pretend That I'm alright They say the hardest part of life is growing up And from all that I did I've had enough But the world won't stop spinning And I'm just here wishing it would stop