Liferuiner - Despair lyrics

No one could have known I felt this alone Left on my own to dwell on dying all by myself I feel my mother won't ever remember How proud of me she used to be Did I become the man she saw in me? We're all just trying to find relevance in our irrelevances We're all just waiting for our time to die You build up life inside your head and When it doesn't happen according to plan It all comes crashing down You search for things to help you gain sight But all you find is that never-ending white light And I know it's hard falling asleep When you have nothing to wake up to No one could have known I felt this alone Left on my own to dwell on dying all by myself You build up life inside your head and When it doesn't happen according to plan It all comes crashing down You search for things to help you gain sight