Life Of Agony - Unstable lyrics

This cancer is k**ing me As much as it is k**ing you If it takes you away from me I don't know what I would do Just try for some peace of mind But it's so hard to find It's so hard to just sit and wait And wait some more Staring at the door Skim through the magazines Pretend like everything's gonna be allright Although you know it won't be Unstable It's hard to be the one who's strong He's always got a shoulder to cry on He's got a shoulder for me When I'm about to break down You're (Who's ?) never around But maybe it's better that way You've got enough to worry about You've got your hands full, don't you Don't you see? This cancer is k**ing me Like it's k**ing you Mentally Unstable And all I really want to know if she's gonna be allright 'cause she's been in there a long, long time And I've been out there losing my mind You're scared You're frightened You're so afraid of what he may say But you try and be brave For me sitting impatiently In the lobby of emergency You burst on through that door with this look on your face I've never seen before You explode into endless tears Whisper in my ear Baby Baby I've only got one more year Unstable