Life Long Tragedy - Coldfront lyrics

During the lowest points of our lives We think of how things would be different If we tried But right now I just need to see my friends Honestly, i'm f**ing dead without them And again my heart has dropped to my feet (My heart's dropped to my feet, It's dropped to my feet) When I realized that I'm not what people Think I should be (I'm not what you think I am, I'll never be what you want me to be) And again I can hardly f**ing breathe (I can't f**ing breathe, Can't you f**ing see?) I've only got myself to blame For this defeat I can't compete With defeat "Tomorrow will be different" (I can't compete) "From now on I'll take those risks" (I can't compete) I say it over in my head (I can't compete) With a heart full of hope And two clenched fists This time I'll try not To f** it up But who am I kidding? I've always lived this way The air is getting colder And this town isn't helping It is such a f**ing waste When another day's Another problem faced Right now I've got a song in my head Right now I've got a pen in my hand Right now I'm going to let it all out And still they won't understand I don't give a f** What anyone thinks And I'm not sorry