Life Lessons - Reflecting lyrics

Selfishly state that I'm afraid to leave No longer confident you'll follow me Honestly, this is what it's like on the other side Of apathy Reflecting nothing while you feel everything Honestly, apologies are nothing Looking back won't change anything But this is not how you'd do things If I'm distant, I know I've been quiet but I'm busy digging through my head Trying to find what I made myself forget Pick back up where we left Or leave the past where it is Remember just enough to know how to forgive No matter how this ends tonight you won't forget How could you forget? If you even look at me the same again Selfishly state that I'm afraid to leave No longer sure that you care if I stay