Life Lessons - Ivy lyrics

Did you find out if it was poison ivy? That mark under your chin You didn't know how it got there Just a blemish on your perfect skin We never meant to let go We just liked to pretend That we're not scared of the future You're just as broken as I am And that comforts me in ways that you could never see This is not what I'm supposed to be And I'm not sure what you see in me You never tell me what you think You keep that to yourself So tell me what you want Am I a knight in shining armor Or a boy that doesn't leave you alone? I'll make the drive every day if I have to If you let me So while we lay in bed For the first time In a long time I know I'll ruin it again Just shut your mouth And try to capture it All I can think is "I hope this is not the last time" In the past these moments Have been too good to last Let me forget I know I said I'm not coming back The seasons change here in seconds Petals lose all their colors I'm just too tired to protest You changed in ways that I don't get But I'll learn to accept that You're not the shy girl I used to know If you're a flower and I'm a tree You'll never grow at the same place as me I just think while you live in the moment I never stop Soak it in and enjoy it