How far have I driven myself from that security I once tasted? I thought I was so much closer to grasping certainty Waiting for what I've seen to be taken away from me Inside I hide alone and undefined A fear breeds as I'm not received leaving a lack of trust While wanting and wishing for a hand of purity to hold As you are always pushing me you are always pushing me We're just wasted prayers without holding onto your embrace and realizing life is worth living Accepting acceptance Time after time these wounds stand to breath again Help me to stand higher With hope for tomorrow and confidence to live for today