Life... But How To Live It? - Pa**ing Through lyrics

I can never sleep at night Violent dreams They're full of fights Fighting no one I can see No one's moving No one's fighting me I'm the big mouth in this dream My words are clear and loud Just like I want them to be But I end my speech When I finally see There's no one there To answer me My morning comes And I'm off to do My part in life Just like they taught me to But I'm scared of it And it hurts me so To do my job I don't wanna go Sounds are annoying It's pa**ing through my head All I want to do Is go back to my bed I may look cold But I'm burning up inside My nightmares have No safe place for me to hide