What the fu*k you want from me now What the hack you want for me shaaaz You tackle my life and made it bleed Even from the start you bullied me I hate when you say you are proud of me When deep inside you know its hating me I gave you my heart put a nail in it I just hope you knew what you broke is not worth a tag in it It's worth more ,more and more than a anything you can even imagine But I guess this is the start of my end and i wish I could be better then I guess I am a mess Am I a bustard cause I fu*ked up a lot of things And spent my whole life training how to be a normal human being , Are you filling me , when i struggle for it ,when I dedicate But im not perfect just like all human beings Just duplicated they were meant for it I spent all my fu*ken life trana make you happy but I know b*tch you still ungrateful You made a promise that you will ride or die with a ni**a but you fu*ken lied didn't you , This isn't meaningful Cause you made me promise that you gonna wait for me , we tears and still beautiful , but you fu*ken lied to me didn't you So its like every single fu*ken night I do go to sleep I just think of that day when I wanted to get of that train ,at that station that I couldnt even blink When I saw you kissing the other dude and i never could got out to ask yah why did you had to be so mean So I heard now yoh married now but when I catch that dickhead of yours Its gonna be a motherfu*ken funeral Again and again what the fu*k i ain't feeling you For real i aint feeling you I cant lie back then I used to be happy that we had a child together but now b*tch i aint even missing you Aint non for you here so you better hit that road with your stupid ass killa tunes You say you gat in your veins and you still watch them killing you I just cant get how your head thinks i guess your dirty mind is running due I could i ever knew , i was deep in love with you