Lexicon - Years and Years lyrics

(Verse One) I think I'm gonna snap one of these days One of these days, I'ma snap into a rage, in half I think I'm gonna snap somebody, for real I feel I gotta slap somebody And I don't know, if I'm losin my patience or the world's gettin more difficult than it was before But people seem dumber, prices are higher My wallet got thin and now the straights are dire And it's all really startin to get to me I feel like one ingredient inside the recipe And the rest of me, is fallin off to the bone like leprosy, everything starts to pester me So I hide behind stacks of bills And the cracked windshield of my automobile That's why everything gets more distorted than it seems My girl tellin me that I'm havin hoop dreams Now we're arguin again (damn) I take a hit and turn the volume up to ten and run with no direction And only hopes of an escape But it's like runnin in circles on a twelve inch plate They say, to be insane is when you do the same and get the same results and still do it again They say, to be insane is when you do the same and get the same results, check it, check check it out (Chorus) Turned on my VCR, same one I had for years Turned on my stereo the static hurts my ears I sit in my old car, same one I had for years Battery's been runnin down for years and years and years (Verse Two: Takbir) Yo, I'm sick of bein confused and always gettin my hopes up Spin the barrel twice and put it back in my holster Diamond in my confidence watch three (?) as I'm blockin in my pa**ion for rappin it's all provacative This is how it is if you hate havin jobs If you wait then you strong if you fake then you gone The fiasco of cash flow, makin me laugh So I throw on my costume while swingin my la**o Steak for the butcher shop, weightin to slay A nice meal 'til they cookin raw paper mache So last but not peace I dropped a few lines in the book of thought ingredients pa**in through time (Chorus) Let me hear you say f**, that, sh** If you can't deal, with, it Let me hear you say f**, that, sh** If you can't deal, with, it (Verse Three) Yo, yo, yo It's been a long time since my brain felt peace It's this and it's that but not me Or is it, all the think to thought makes me (?) With my fingernails with no guilt makes a visit I wish I was ten years old again (why?) Cause back then I wasn't so picky about my friends Plus I'd rather worry about which toy I want next than havin to worry about my rent check See man, don't you understand? You have to beat the system, before you make demands And that's all fine and dandy for the time being But I'm sick of payin bills with money I'm never seein (help!) Damn computer screen makes my eyes hurt I hate givin up my time, that's why I'm always late for work At least fifteen minutes (hurry up) Cause I need the snooze bar the way Popeye needs his spinach I hate when the little things become big things and the big things become bigger things That's when I simply shut my eyes, and cover my ears Same thing I've done for years (Chorus) (repeat 2X) Let me hear you say f**, that, sh** If you can't deal, with, it Let me hear you say f**, that, sh** If you can't deal, with, it