Lex Land - Favorite lyrics

It's almost as though The minute I forget your name You call me on the phone And I have to stutter through Another pointless conversation with you And then when it ends, silence ensues 'cause neither of us knows, what more to say or do Will you never be real with me again Now that we have to just go on pretendin' that we're friends? Said I was your Favorite And that of all loves, ours would surely make it That I was your Favorite Lover, have you gone now and found another? Lately I've been tryin' hard to just get by, you know Doin' what I've got to do to get you off my mind Don't feel too much anymore, but isn't that what s** is for? Lose myself in fighting all the heartbreak that's in store And when the morning comes, and your arms are empty And sunlight's crashing on your sheets Are you reminded of me? Or do you wake to face the day Without a second glance At where your loving lady used to lay? Said you were my Favorite And that of all loves, ours would surely make it That you were my Favorite Lover. Did you appreciate it? So I press my ear near to your voice 'cause it's as close as I can get You ask me if I'm seeing anyone And I tell you that "I'm not ready yet." And for all the times I cried There must have been once that you dried my eyes I miss how we used to play I miss hearing you say That I'm your Favorite of all your loves And that ours is gonna be the one that makes it That I'm your Favorite Lover, and that there could never be another