Lewis Shaun - Deadication lyrics

[Verse 1] It's 1pm I wake up I get out of bed And my head is thumping like nothing cause good nights come with a med What the f** happened I got cuts all on my hands and my glands are up to the ceiling I guess it's just cause I'm feeling the power of alcohol and addiction to revealing the mess a drug can make to you and hate the sh** you mealing Ironic specimens telling me to get off it and pop my bottle like nothing I'm buzz and I'm in my rocket the sprocket that keeps me stable is keeping me in a locket and my swimming pools and bottles are open I need to lock it Lock em up and roll em sh** addictions f**ing crazy, I don't really need a herb but I trip levels when I'm hazy and the f**ing taste of gravy it's like heaven it's amazing but my parents f**ing hate me when I'm smoking and I'm blazing I need to stop but it's feeding into my brain, it takes away my f**ing pain but what if it is just a game and my pharmacies are the cause of the problems that come to shame, but I still bear the needle as I fill up my veins ahhhhh It's burning into my skin, the dragon's breath takes a flame to begin, I'm sinking again, I need to stop [Verse 2] 7AM I wake up I go down the stairs And I'm 7 months clean, broke up the d** that once filled my layers I guess the God in heaven was reaching down to my prayers Walked down through the light and then carried down peters stairs But I never really get forgiven for my sins All I've ever beens an addict but my real life begins All this sh** is like game and now maybe I'll get the win Support my family help them when I get the money in I got a job earned the p to pay my rent and now I'm ballin live by million used to get high in tent But in my defence I never meant to be druggy though wanting more thought I'd make a bit of dough sell to hoes Used to waste all my money on all of them d** and b**hes but now I just want the riches through making a deal with pitches, it's funny my life just switches then I picked it f**ing snitches I walk into my room, I open the first draw, in front of clean eyes is the key to hells door 20 G of herb and that's only my small store, the real ones in basement, buried beneath the floor I dig inside it, trying so hard to fight it, the back of mind telling me go to my room, light it So. f** it. Imma try it Now I'm back to the same place that I started My hard work getting better just left and f**ing departed And all me and my friends fell away and then we parted f** d** I hate them I feel like I'm a target