Lewis Parker - Hardknock lyrics

[Verse One] Come to find out yo this kid is fresh And he's got a k**er sesh When he be rapping about his distant dad Yo its's sickening thinking about his parents And his hearts a tearing, but he's forced to wear it, even though it hurt'em He dessert him when he left him, crying, only two Sorta got to thinking all the sh** he shouldn't even been through If only they just weren't kids trying to get it in Practicing a sin, I wish I was pretending Thanking god for me, always I shall be Better than you ever was, cause I started giving two f**s And I'm taking talents making something of it Flows are going in the books cause I'm spitting more than rubbish And now you rub it, cause I hit soft spot And I'm waiting for the beat to drop Like a time bomb tocks Piercing harder than a bullet from a Glock And I'll never stop racing all these other poets to the top, but [Hook] One day I'm tryna have a wife and kids So I just can't live my life like this And I ain't tryna learn what lifeless is So I just can't live my life like this I want the golden chains and diamond rings But I just can't live my life like this And sometimes I just wanna light this spliff But I just can't live my life like this [Verse Two] I wish I meant it when I said it But I'm independent Never need a woman for more than cumming to kick it And I figured that your different So I didn't glove it when I f**ed it Thinking we was on the same page, but now a babies made Making same mistakes that my father made Back in '88 plus four years Career just ending here Nothing left but some lady full of tears And I apologized as her mother cries Put my pride aside Filling weeping hearts with some dirty lies Cause my life just flashed before my eyes Couldn't care even if I tried Funny sh** it is I just woke up In my sweaty t-shirt cause it soaked up Having nightmares that I f**ed up But I am smarter than that So here I put it in a rap Trying to teach a lesson on showing affection Not to mention all the dudes that be s**ing Without the fathers blessing Never hit it unless you plan to pop the question, cause