Lewis Hart - Depression lyrics

People are always there telling me to enjoy my younger years These motherf**ers don't understand how often I'm in tears 'You think this is hard, wait til you get older' f** off you dicks How the f** do you know what I feel? Ignorant pricks It ain't their fault of course, how could they possibly get it? A kid of 14 years ain't supposed to be hiding the wrists he slit Self harm and depression ain't standard when you're young like me It ain't my f**ing fault I'm this way, if it was a choice I wouldn't be But when life throws this sh** at you it's hard to deal with when you're so young It f**ed me so hard I went out asking my mate to borrow his gun I got turned down of course so I fell from a tree instead Closed my eyes, took a breath, leaned back and I hit my head I sat up and looked around, everything blurry, thought I was dead But I barely even f**ing bled But in the daze that came next, when my eyes were seeing dots of red I realised if it had worked not even one f**ing tear would be shed I just wish I was as dead as I feel