Lewis Cullen - Ferdene lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm comin down fast and I can't pretend/ That I'm fine from the line that was on my end/ I'ma cross it, and toss it, and tryta get a new one/ Build it from the ground up, only got a few done/ Count em up 5 blades, sitting in my room/ Watch 1000 repetitions and I'm blind from the moon/ It's 6am I never shut my eyes/ The sun will rise and my soul will die/ Got Pac on a poster, a helluva composer/ Double take twice everytime I look over/ Sleeps for the weak, all the rich have bags/ And they're running over people throwin up white flags/ It's never gonna stop, and I know that I'll drop/ From the top of ranks, gave it all I got/ I do it for the kids, half dead, hope gone/ Who never had a chance, til they heard this song/ [Verse 2] I feel it for the first time, tryna run away/ Tryna get a little distance, each and every day/ But I can't turn back, all the cracks in the gla**/ So I gotta live it out yo forget about the past/ Got holes in the wall and my knuckles in the iceeee/ Every missed call got me beggin for my life/ I'm trapped on a leash but I let it all happen/ I lived my life thought I'll never be a captain/ A hometown degenerate, I'm lacking all my benefits/ I'm fusing every element ta see if I have relevance/ f**, sh**, damn I never had a choice/ But I got a revolutionary story telling voice/ A well thought dream, and a little bitta luck/ I plot, I scheme but I you never give up/ No will, no power, contemplating hours/ Die like a soldier, or live like a coward/ [Verse 3] I found a new place here, lookin like a space year/ Movin double speed, everything is just a race here/ Stress building up to the top from the bottom/ About to go ghost maybe comin back in autumn/ Drive down 90, 7 hours East/ Stoppin in Ohio and shakin up with C/ 5 bars, 6 bars, 7 bars deep/ You can put us in a cage and we'll still break free/