Lewd Acts - You Ain't No Patron Saint lyrics

How could this be true? I looked up to you With a kinked neck And dreams wrecked Ambition's beat Black and blue I've been knocked down before Yeah, i've been let down But never again Picking the gravel out my elbows Dusting off the shame and sorrow Beat up Let down I've got to get up off the ground I've been knocked down before I've been let down Butn ever again I'm not a saint and neither are you What i thought was your halo Was an ill fitting noose Scraped up Banged up I'm bloodied and bruised But i'll never be as f**ed up f**ed up as you Now you'll be the one who looks up to me