Lewd Acts - Penmanship Sailed lyrics

My penmanship is sinking But these words float On notes of folded binder paper Light blue lines guide The sentence i gave myself Written in repetition: "i want to disappear, i don't belong here" The greener gra** i strived to reach Is just broken gla** in the sand of the beach That rolls its wavy tongue at me Broken gla** in the sand Letters to a younger me read: "hey kid, where do you get off? Those punches you're pulling are still too soft give me one on the chin Give em one in the guts" My penmanship is sinking But these words float On bar-tops and napkins So i don't forget what i wrote Put another quarter in the jukebox Just don't play one about the sea I don't want to be reminded of me