Lewd Acts - My Father Was a Locomotive lyrics

My father was a locomotive And though he didn't smoke his hands were made of steel His chest was full of coal I don't follow In his tracks Strike a match to the ground As the ashes pa** Try my hardest not to remember I wish this cigarette would last forever If all you know Is what you are And all i know is regret How can i forget How can i forget Try my hardest not to remember I wish this cigarette would last forever Tarred up insides to pa** the time a polluted mind A polluted mind The soft sting in my eyes Stench of a campfire Still somehow with a chimney mouth Though the fire burned out falling into a nicotine dream All according to plan Now that i know regret Am i a man? Filtered thoughts Self prescribed Pack of smokes To pa** the time Filtered thoughts Wonder why I never had The chance to die