Levi Weaver - Good Medicine lyrics

I struggle to reconcile These words of hope and freedom And these minister's convictions With these verbal mausoleums Battle-scarred emancipations And holy carpe-diems The battles and bombshells I have levied on myself in the form of you In the form of you Now, how can these all co-exist The heartbreak for the dying? When my tries turned to failure My sighs gave way to crying Now just look at this destruction Good and evil still are fighting Leaving mangled half-hearts in their wake They take their toll on you in the form of me In the form of me Well, i've been an agent of the d**h of love I've been an angel from above Don't mind the way i feel, please save yourself And i've derailed your stability You've given that ability to me And i can say i've done it well But we've failed the final challenge love We're both so out of balance love Let's commit this suicide and save us all Well my heart will not forgive me for This unwilling extraction of your Love from its controlling grips This unpardonable action will wage Civil war between my heart And mind, the dueling factions Never really got along too well I'll sell a heart that still belongs to you In the form of a tune But even my own heart's eternal Unforgiveness does not measure In capacity for hurt and in it's Volume of displeasure to the Guilt that i would feel; having k**ed you to have kept you. if you Ever had an ounce of trust Believe me when i say you must be free From this infernal me Well, i've been an agent of the d**h of love I've been an angel from above Don't mind the way i feel, please save yourself And i've derailed your stability You've given that ability to me And i can say i've done it well But we've failed the final challenge love We're both so in and out of love Let's commit this suicide and save us all And oh, I love you still And I believe that you love me And oh, I love you still And I believe that you love me I believe that you love me... It's a paradox of such epic Proportions i may never Understand why anyone would ever Bother to endeavor to make Justified the columns of the Right now and what's left forever Underneath the layers of a Heart that's partly me and partly you I am partly you And for that precise equation i must Separate my feelings and our Futures for the sake of you The sake of your own healing if i Let you be a part of me My self-destruction peeling back the Layers of your love will take you Down and i will not be that to you I will not be that to you Well, i've been an agent of the d**h of love I've been an angel from above Don't mind the way i feel, please save yourself And i've derailed your priorities You've given that ability to me And i can say i've done it well But we've failed the final challenge love We're both so out of balance love Let's commit this suicide and save us all Yeah, we've failed the final challenge love We've been so in and out of love Let's commit this suicide and save us all Let's commit this suicide and save us all Let's commit this suicide and save us all...