Levante - Jamil's Tunes lyrics

[Verse 1] Man f** this life No forget my vice Im stuck in a corner With my heart in my soul Soakin man is this right Lost in the vibes of lonely song While im paused in a time with of a life Unknown while im lookin' At the ceiling were my world is shown So what do i see A kid steppin out on this empty road Black in hand sh** ain't enough Gotta blunt instead He just seekin' Looking for pa**ion detication He maskin full of potiental But times a ba*tard So he lays in the gra** Moon is so full But he notice a pain so he crashes deep Yeh But he fall so deep Fallen' my n***a jamil Is fallen so hard But he not even asleep He got up Got up and heard a voice Then got up immediatly He ran for the heavens But hell at a continues creep So he gets to his house Runs to his room Looks in mirror An angel and demon is all He see's screams Pushes the mirror Then he starts to bleed Hops in the bed to hopefully To be left be then start To sink god giving the Realization of what could be Get yo sh** together or he gone Leave your a** immediatly [Devil Voice Talking to Jamil] Hehehe Jamil you have no life And you always depressed at night You love yo girl but she Treat you like sh** inspite f** that sh** f** god This sh** isnt complex You on the brink of no return And were the f** is he at Grab that knife on the floor an Do what you need too I got you im all for you You been willing to sell your soul So if u do you can finally Sign that contract if its possible Jamil you gone be better When you do this because I got You [Verse 2] So jamil keep thinkin' huh He critically keep thinkin' See If I die ill be chill no I want Yes I will but everybody still Blowin up still this is dark times But it can be light at the end the tunnel But maybe this light is truely darkness Right cause I dont know man Im wonder if choosing the good Gone haunt you or haunt me Is choosing the good the good way Or is it really my perspective anyway Right now to this day Been writing in my notebook just to take All this pain away just to take all this away I just need to do it I just need to do it ima end this sh** Like biggie said in suicidal thoughts And have my whole blood spewin' The pressure Of choosing got me Messed up in the head I think Ima loose it ima put the knife down An cry myself to sleep Woke up the next morning Reading the bible giving myself to god Is the only think that I can see I gave myself to god but Lucy still talking to me in my sleep Lucy still talking to me in my sleep God God I know you hear me help me Please