Lethal - My Life lyrics

Its hard to live in this goddamn sociaty, Cause all i know is how to steal lie and smoke lot of weed, But thats because nobody taught me to pull the right strings, Dont believe me then explore my mind and witness the hatred & blame my life brings, My worlds like open wounds with lemon sqeezed in it it really stings, My whole existence is full of sh** and it freaking stinks, Your having thoughts about how i got it all then your brain dead for what you think, Cause everything you see may not always be what it really seems, Cause even our thoughts are that of decieving, And I pray for the day my mother would believe me, But that won't be anytime soon cause all this grief is beating me, And i pray and plead to god to please please help me, To see the right lane and get of these dang streets, But when i look up in to the sky I f**ing hear nothing B!! Now what am i suposed to do, You put me on this earth to do what im destined to do, What am i supposed to pursue, I dont have a clue, Give me a review, Cause your up there for me and im down here for you, I just dont want to be used like an old worn out shoe, Because im already grey and blue, And my rent is way overdue, Im getting beat up but im still holding up my dukes, I got so many unanswered quistions that i read so many books, But im not wise cause i always make the wrong moves, And if i can undo all the things i did i would, And if i can right all the wrongs then i would to