Letallis - Idle Fears lyrics

You fed me all this time and bestowed to me an appetite that was prime The very light to my day So why am I pushing you so far away? Now the blood is on my hands because I'm k**ing the very thing that I love Brought on by irrational fears Subconscious and grey I'm afraid to lose what I have yet to obtain Falling for the iron grip of idle fears I put you off for temporary satisfaction Only to be chained by my self condemnation And I'm left to wonder when the day comes when my dreams are pulled under Never to return I'm writhing with frustration as the idea of failure has me paralyzed Pull back at the realization that I'm running out of time Oh reverie, how you've haunted this life of mine to be I've let opportunity wilt away Like a garden thats been cut off from the rain Now the blood is on my hands because I'm k**ing the very thing that I love Brought on by irrational fears Subconscious and gray I'm afraid to lose what I have yet to obtain