So this is what it feels like when you finally lose the spark And this is what it feels like when you finally sober up The sentence was prison, bars are on me, camouflage Is it a real choice, get locked away, past dirty thoughts And if words on a page could save my world I'd write all day But words won't change mistakes Or take away their consequences When I go I'll leave this note I've hit my all time low From my toes up to my throat I've hit my all time low I'll live life till I've lost control and I've hit my all time low My last words carved out in stone and I've hit my all time low Either side feels like surrender but I have announced defeat It's a prison cell block going toward the Middle East I'm in between just who I was and who I'm supposed to be The choice for me is where it calls me to interrogate me And if words on a page could save my world I'd write all day But words won't change mistakes Or take away their consequences When I go I'll leave this note I've hit my all time low From my toes up to my throat I've hit my all time low I'll live life till I've lost control and I've hit my all time low My last words carved out in stone and I've hit my all time low Stay or go, I feel I'm at the end of my rope Stay or go, I feel like I am never going home I wish there was someone else to blame I wish words could change the way I feel today If words could save my world I'd write all day, forever I've hit my all time low I'll live life till I've lost control and I've hit my all time low My last words carved out in stone and I've hit my all time low