Leslie Fish - Eternal Loser lyrics

Eternal Loser I loved a girl named Ruth once, but lost her on my way. I saw her shadow walking on a shore leave world today. And now it's time for going, I leave this world behind. I've even lost her shadow, save the one left on my mind I loved dark Miramanee, on a world called paradise. And dreamed away season there, my years drowned in her eyes. All duty was forgotten, all thought of d**h denied. I held her in my arms all night and in my arms she died. I loved sweet, bright-eyed Edith outside time's written line. She told me all her secrets and I never told her mine. My world's survival waited, asked all I could devise. I kept a friend from saving her; she fell before my eyes. There was a maid named Rayna once, immortal and unknown. I battled with Methuselah to have her love alone. Her battle was the harder, too fierce, too bittersweet. It tore her untried heart in two; she crumbled at my feet. I love them and I lose them and too many times they die. I come home broken-hearted and back to my stars I fly. My steel and star-drive lady, I keep no love but you. And when this mission's over I suppose you'll leave me too. I guess you'll leave me too.