[Verse 1] And I don't know better but I do know best I just say whatever and hold my breath I'm not all together, I won't find the rest Lost in a temper, break down, coalesce [Pre-Chorus 1] Cause I got a mean bone in my body If I want then I can Never mean it when I'm sorry And I'm sorry for that [Chorus] Not the life of the party I lay low, lay low, lay low But I still got a heartbeat I know you know, I know Not the life of the party I lay low, lay low, lay low But I still got a heartbeat, oh [Verse 2] Hold it together and you let me guess It's hard to remember what anything meant You've known me better when I've been your best But I can't win forever, you take what you get [Pre-Chorus 2] Cause you got a mean bone in your body If you are then I am Always mean it 'til I'm sorry But I'm sorry for that [Chorus] Not the life of the party I lay low, lay low, lay low But I still got a heartbeat I know you know, I know Not the life of the party I lay low, lay low, lay low But I still got a heartbeat, oh [Bridge] Got gravel embedded in my hands Caught myself falling for a concrete plan, ah Throwing stones like confetti And I'm never really ready for it Got gravel embedded in my hands Caught myself falling for a concrete plan, ah Throwing stones like confetti And I'm never really ready for it [Chorus] Not the life of the party I lay low, lay low, lay low But I still got a heartbeat I know you know, I know Not the life of the party I lay low, lay low, lay low But I still got a heartbeat, oh I lay low, lay low, lay low I know you know, I know [Outro] Got gravel embedded in my hands Caught myself falling for a concrete plan, ah Throwing stones like confetti And I'm never really ready for it And I'm never really ready for it