Leo Tolstoy - Resurrection (Chap. 2.36) lyrics

The Tender Mercies Of The Lord. Nekhludoff kept up with the quick pace of the convicts. Though lightly clothed he felt dreadfully hot, and it was hard to breathe in the stifling, motionless, burning air filled with dust. When he had walked about a quarter of a mile he again got into the trap, but it felt still hotter in the middle of the street. He tried to recall last night's conversation with his brother-in-law, but the recollections no longer excited him as they had done in the morning. They were dulled by the impressions made by the starting and procession of the gang, and chiefly by the intolerable heat. On the pavement, in the shade of some trees overhanging a fence, he saw two schoolboys standing over a kneeling man who sold ices. One of the boys was already s**ing a pink spoon and enjoying his ices, the other was waiting for a gla** that was being filled with something yellowish. “Where could I get a drink?” Nekhludoff asked his isvostchik, feeling an insurmountable desire for some refreshment. “There is a good eating-house close by,” the isvostchik answered, and turning a corner, drove up to a door with a large signboard. The plump clerk in a Russian shirt, who stood behind the counter, and the waiters in their once white clothing who sat at the tables (there being hardly any customers) looked with curiosity at the unusual visitor and offered him their services. Nekhludoff asked for a bottle of seltzer water and sat down some way from the window at a small table covered with a dirty cloth. Two men sat at another table with tea-things and a white bottle in front of them, mopping their foreheads, and calculating something in a friendly manner. One of them was dark and bald, and had just such a border of hair at the back as Rogozhinsky. This sight again reminded Nekhludoff of yesterday's talk with his brother-in-law and his wish to see him and Nathalie. “I shall hardly be able to do it before the train starts,” he thought; “I'd better write.” He asked for paper, an envelope, and a stamp, and as he was sipping the cool, effervescent water he considered what he should say. But his thoughts wandered, and he could not manage to compose a letter. “My dear Nathalie,—I cannot go away with the heavy impression that yesterday's talk with your husband has left,” he began. “What next? Shall I ask him to forgive me what I said yesterday? But I only said what I felt, and he will think that I am taking it back. Besides, this interference of his in my private matters. . . . No, I cannot,” and again he felt hatred rising in his heart towards that man so foreign to him. He folded the unfinished letter and put it in his pocket, paid, went out, and again got into the trap to catch up the gang. It had grown still hotter. The stones and the walls seemed to be breathing out hot air. The pavement seemed to scorch the feet, and Nekhludoff felt a burning sensation in his hand when he touched the lacquered splashguard of his trap. The horse was jogging along at a weary trot, beating the uneven, dusty road monotonously with its hoofs, the isvostchik kept falling into a doze, Nekhludoff sat without thinking of anything. At the bottom of a street, in front of a large house, a group of people had collected, and a convoy soldier stood by. “What has happened?” Nekhludoff asked of a porter. “Something the matter with a convict.” Nekhludoff got down and came up to the group. On the rough stones, where the pavement slanted down to the gutter, lay a broadly-built, red-bearded, elderly convict, with his head lower than his feet, and very red in the face. He had a grey cloak and grey trousers on, and lay on his back with the palms of his freckled hands downwards, and at long intervals his broad, high chest heaved, and he groaned, while his bloodshot eyes were fixed on the sky. By him stood a cross-looking policeman, a pedlar, a postman, a clerk, an old woman with a parasol, and a short-haired boy with an empty basket. “They are weak. Having been locked up in prison they've got weak, and then they lead them through the most broiling heat,” said the clerk, addressing Nekhludoff, who had just come up. “He'll die, most likely,” said the woman with the parasol, in a doleful tone. “His shirt should be untied,” said the postman. The policeman began, with his thick, trembling fingers, clumsily to untie the tapes that fastened the shirt round the red, sinewy neck. He was evidently excited and confused, but still thought it necessary to address the crowd. “What have you collected here for? It is hot enough without your keeping the wind off.” “They should have been examined by a doctor, and the weak ones left behind,” said the clerk, showing off his knowledge of the law. The policeman, having undone the tapes of the shirt, rose and looked round. “Move on, I tell you. It is not your business, is it? What's there to stare at?” he said, and turned to Nekhludoff for sympathy, but not finding any in his face he turned to the convoy soldier. But the soldier stood aside, examining the trodden-down heel of his boot, and was quite indifferent to the policeman's perplexity. “Those whose business it is don't care. Is it right to do men to d**h like this? A convict is a convict, but still he is a man,” different voices were heard saying in the crowd. “Put his head up higher, and give him some water,” said Nekhludoff. “Water has been sent for,” said the policeman, and taking the prisoner under the arms he with difficulty pulled his body a little higher up. “What's this gathering here?” said a decided, authoritative voice, and a police officer, with a wonderfully clean, shiny blouse, and still more shiny top-boots, came up to the a**embled crowd. “Move on. No standing about here,” he shouted to the crowd, before he knew what had attracted it. When he came near and saw the dying convict, he made a sign of approval with his head, just as if he had quite expected it, and, turning to the policeman, said, “How is this?” The policeman said that, as a gang of prisoners was pa**ing, one of the convicts had fallen down, and the convoy officer had ordered him to be left behind. “Well, that's all right. He must be taken to the police station. Call an isvostchik.” “A porter has gone for one,” said the policeman, with his fingers raised to his cap. The shopman began something about the heat. “Is it your business, eh? Move on,” said the police officer, and looked so severely at him that the clerk was silenced. “He ought to have a little water,” said Nekhludoff. The police officer looked severely at Nekhludoff also, but said nothing. When the porter brought a mug full of water, he told the policeman to offer some to the convict. The policeman raised the drooping head, and tried to pour a little water down the mouth; but the prisoner could not swallow it, and it ran down his beard, wetting his jacket and his coarse, dirty linen shirt. “Pour it on his head,” ordered the officer; and the policeman took off the pancake-shaped cap and poured the water over the red curls and bald part of the prisoner's head. His eyes opened wide as if in fear, but his position remained unchanged. Streams of dirt trickled down his dusty face, but the mouth continued to gasp in the same regular way, and his whole body shook. “And what's this? Take this one,” said the police officer, pointing to Nekhludoff's isvostchik. “You, there, drive up.” “I am engaged,” said the isvostchik, dismally, and without looking up. “It is my isvostchik; but take him. I will pay you,” said Nekhludoff, turning to the isvostchik. “Well, what are you waiting for?” shouted the officer. “Catch hold.” The policeman, the porter, and the convoy soldier lifted the dying man and carried him to the trap, and put him on the seat. But he could not sit up; his head fell back, and the whole of his body glided off the seat. “Make him lie down,” ordered the officer. “It's all right, your honour; I'll manage him like this,” said the policeman, sitting down by the dying man, and clasping his strong, right arm round the body under the arms. The convoy soldier lifted the stockingless feet, in prison shoes, and put them into the trap. The police officer looked around, and noticing the pancake-shaped hat of the convict lifted it up and put it on the wet, drooping head. “Go on,” he ordered. The isvostchik looked angrily round, shook his head, and, accompanied by the convoy soldier, drove back to the police station. The policeman, sitting beside the convict, kept dragging up the body that was continually sliding down from the seat, while the head swung from side to side. The convoy soldier, who was walking by the side of the trap, kept putting the legs in their place. Nekhludoff followed the trap.