Lemur Voice - Universal Roots lyrics

I've got the blood under my nails from scratching Scratching the peels from my heart The heart that's drowning in sorrow For that's all I am right now The longing for something that's calling me Something that holds the insights The insights that reveal the true outside See the outside inside out I miss you, but I don't know who you are I miss you, show yourself to me I want to go back Back to the world without a body To my universal roots What's wrong, what's wrong with me I can sense you But even more I can sense your absence It's like being born without my mother Was there a reason to send me away Down here to learn from my pains To swallow sh** and my pride Forgiven, but punished all the same If you only knew There's so much I want to tell I almost lost my sanity to rationality Can I be completely with you when I live I miss you, but I don't know who you are I miss you, show yourself to me I want to go back Back to the world without a body To my universal roots What's wrong, what's wrong with me I can sense you But even more I can sense your absence It's like being born without my mother