Left Behind - Rock Bottom lyrics

I saw the devil in the headlights of a black Coupe de Ville Thoughts screaming Feeling like d**h Questioning my will Basked in ignorance Now I've seen my sins Overwhelming thoughts Giving in No life for me here End it all for a cheap relief Filled up on d** Pick my skin til it blisters Seeing false grace It's tempting, convincing Losing my sight Seeing Hell blinds me Losing my might Forced and unwilling Eternal abyss The blackness surrounds me I curl my fingers around the cold metal It's hard turning down the tricks of the devil [?] Voices in my head Someone else's thoughts Flickering light Sleepless nights I'm consumed by my own fright Laying in a stretcher under fluorescents Gripping the rails of the bed Judgment skewed Realization of vanity I'm breaking down mentally What's wrong with me? Choking on my own tongue Filled with disease Someone pull the plug What's wrong with me? My mind is infested What's this feeling? Flooded with intentions Seeing Hell Standing on the edge Rock bottom Delirious Confronted by God Bitter existence Thoughts so hideous Suffering soul I felt d**h's embrace I still see these Demons