Left At London - I'm Finally Gonna Sleep Tonight lyrics

I think I'm gonna sleep tonight I'm finally gonna sleep Cuz I'm growing tired faking that I'm proud And I hope I dream of heaven Where I'm lifted from my shame All alone and cold upon my little cloud And it hurts when I'm alone cuz Everyone seems To be hiding To avoid conversation Is it wrong That I'm aware I Should pretend I'm Really fine And Instead I'm impatient I'd rather die and get it over with Well I think I'm gonna leave this place I'm finally gonna leave Cuz I overstayed my welcome way too long And I think The mirror hurt me More than any words they'd say Cuz at least they'd have a chance of being wrong In the end Im Still a joke, so Should I laugh more While my demons Wanna trace out my backbone If you find me Laying lifeless On the carpet Read the letter I'd have left on my gravestone I do it for attention anyways Well, I think I'm gonna sleep tonight