Lecrae - Repentance lyrics

[Verse 1: Lecrae] If I die tonight couldn't be nothing but transparent Apparently you care for me like a parent I swear it's the coldest winter ever upon my shoulders Days are long; my nights are even longer The weight so heavy on my back I can't move Could somebody help me, where do I turn to? Since I was a youngin' I been gunnin' it all alone Ain't asking for help I just carry it on my own And turnin' to God was for the weaklins' I'm lookin' at life through such a weak lens I can't see clear but it ain't tears in my eyes It's sweat pourin' down from the years I done tried To be my own savior said I'd never fail But never had the righteousness it took to save myself So this is where I turn, confess, believe That Jesus is the only savior that I'll ever need I repent tonight [Hook: Lecrae] Yeah, it's like I always seem to fall Catch me; can you catch me, can you catch me Before I'm gone? I'm gone, tryin' it on my own I know I can't do it but still I'm just holdin' on And when you see me up yeah I'm really down And when you see me smile there's really no one around So if I let it go promise you catch me now Ya just catch me now; promise you catch me now [Verse 2: Trip Lee] There I go again fallin' Tryin' to stand on my own still I'm just crawlin' Tryin' be the man I should be that's my callin' But no matter how hard I try I don't ever really drive, gotta stop I'm one the verge of bawlin' Often I'm feelin' like I'm hopeless Feelin' like I failed I'm groanin' Cause I grit my teeth and I strive each moment Tryna be strong but daily I've blown it Man, I don't know what's gon' happen I see some change gotta happen in me I'm weak and some kinda power's lackin' in me I need grace that'd be sweet; Is there anyone to turn to? Dear Grace and Peace, do I really gotta earn you? Can I be forgiven for the time that I burned through I want to learn and be freed, but I hear I gotta turn and believe Please [Hook] [Verse 3: Andy Mineo] There I go again; yeah, I blew it Everything I don't wanna do I keep doin' Steadily feelin' stupid; instead of makin' excuses I just need to face the music; I need ya I lean on my own strength but it's useless Cause healing only come by them stripes and them bruises I chunk deuces and turn towards you But sometimes I turn right back to it Why do I abuse all the grace that you given me? It's like I can't win; man, I still got sin in me And I struggle just believin' you forgiven me Cause if I was you I would've been done finished me But we're not the same, mentally, thank God Your grace is amazin' look where you went for me On them wooden beams, took responsibility For sin that you never did to call you a friend to me Your ways are so high but you bent your knee I keep fallin' but you call me to get on my feet Keep walkin' just what you started you will complete I'mma keep repentin' 'til the day I leave [Hook]