{verse 1} Almost pierced my nose In the bathroom out of spite 'cause i had to move back home And my mom and i were in a fight But i just couldn't Guess i'm not that wild And i don't wanna stay Her least favorite only child {verse 2} Almost crashed my car Into a light pole just to say i did it I don't wanna die I just want people to think i could've So the next time that they see me They'll hold me a little tighter And think about how sad it'd be if i wasn't alive anymore {pre chorus} And i know that it's probably selfish And i shouldn't think like that So what if i do it for attention Would that really be so bad? {chrous} 'cause i'm not gonna do it Just gonna think about it a lot And i'm not a danger to myself or others I know it's what it sounds like But i swеar i'm not I just wanna feel different Than what i've fеlt before And i don't wanna be my moms least favorite only child anymore