Leah Haywood - Afraid lyrics

[Verse 1] Just when it's getting good, I slowly start to freeze Just when it's feeling real, I put my heart to sleep It's the memory I can see, then this fear comes over me Understand that I don't mean to push you away from me [Chorus] Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again? I don't know, I can't see what's come over me Why am I so afraid to break down and lose my mind again? I don't know, I can't see what's come over me [Verse 2] You got a way of easing me out of myself I can't stay, but I can't leave I am my worst enemy Please understand that it's not you, it's what I do Just when I'm about to run, I realize what I've become [Chorus] Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again? I don't know, I can't see what's come over me Why am I so afraid to break down and lose my mind again? I don't know, I can't see what's come over me [Bridge] Now I wonder what you think of me Don't know why I break so easily All my fears are armed surrounding me I can't get no sleep I keep running in circles around you Are you the trap I wanna fall into? [Chorus] (2x) Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again? I don't know, I can't see what's come over me Why am I so afraid to break down and lose my mind again? I don't know, I can't see what's come over me