Leaf Dog - Hope lyrics

Carmel: Don't run away now, don't be afraid Be strong, yeah, be strong now So at day when you wake up and you find out your dreams- blown away Leaf Dog: It's gone away, it's gone away, it's gone away Carmel: At day when you wake up and you find out your dreams- blown away Leaf Dog: It's gone away, it's gone away (Verse 1 : Leaf Dog) I miss my loved ones, sometimes feel like I'm still with em' Know you see me like Houdini mastering escapism Fake grinning, head spinning, the spider web ain't filling The weak fled, they ain't willing, it seems like we ain't winning But f** it, that's how my life has always been, we can moan all night but I need to learn some discipline I ain't listening- is probably what I would say if I was you, cause I learnt the hard way from all the sh** I went through But, sometimes that's how it has to be, messing up and acting free Falling far from the tree, the beat really attracted me, perfect match for me For when I met my biggest fear, heart bleeds, a tear for three people lost in that year Through the crack I peer as I glare at the world today, sniff without a care, 'til I bleed and I start to sway Cause whether sun or rain pelt, living broke or bask in wealth, it don't matter, you can't run away from yourself Carmel: At day when you wake up and you find out your dreams- blown away Leaf Dog: Know that feeling? You might You might not Carmel: At day when you wake up and you find out your dreams- blown away (Verse 2 : Leaf Dog) I'm standing on a f**ing edge, mountain's crumbling down the ledge This will be my final pledge, in the morning I'll be dead, d** flying round my head Lets get mashed, no need to cry, give me ten gurners, two grams and some 2C-I and we can get high Until the stars start to fall, no prevision, triple vision, when the buzz start to rule It seems cool, I just quit school, they couldn't stop it But I consume more than I make from my profit Carnage in my pocket, back rigid out of socket, friends saying that I've lost it Too paranoid to clock it, they can't stop it And I don't know who to trust, bounty's on my head My friends are acting like they ain't fussed I can feel something changing, this will be my inspiration through the dark nights I'm chasing that dream I ain't facing So I cut it off right there and untied the noose, cause my direction cannot be controlled by my excuse