Leæther Strip - Back in Control lyrics

Back in control I'm back in control I would not wish this for my worst enemy 5 years of darkness almost k**ed me I nearly lost what I had built through my past My soul, it drowned in a dark sea Back in control I'm back in control If I didn't have a soul mate I would be gone His love and caring was my lifeline The friends I thought I had they turned their backs And I was bleeding for a long time Back in control I'm back in control It made me see just how important it is For me to put my pain in music This time I will not stop no matter what Cause if I do my mind will get sick Back in control I'm back in control