Didn’t really know how I f**ed it - But I really f**ed it up Didn’t really know how I f**ed it - But I really f**ed it up Didn’t really know how I f**ed it - But I really f**ed it up Didn’t really know how I f**ed it - But I really f**ed it up Cause the truth is I ain't been truthful Toxic love force fed in a spoon-full - I'm too full And this cavity queen she be mad at me- My tooth pulled N I can see you got a question... Thoughts burning in your heart like indigestion My preference, It's treacherous? Nah Deep down I just wanna be loved - No point little bun tryna total the sum Hadda stop cryin cause my vocals be done Alone on my ones Why not end it before it's even begun Have we even begun? You cut my ribs on a rainy day Mount Goliath I was hiding tryna play it safe Baby angel know your demons one day fade away - Fade away and I still got you till I kick the hay I know you prolly think I'm scheming Ankles scratch deep in the dirt while I'm screaming: Our innocence was stolen so I told myself I'm dreaming Autopilot preservation never done redeem me Cause the truth is I ain't been truthful Toxic love force fed in a spoon-full - My tooth pulled - And then my wisdom teeth grew back: Angry Taurus red bull with a blue back See I'm no longer the subject on your canva** - If the flowers died - I want a lover not an actress Well wether this was real or just practice.... You left your print like memory mattress Didn’t really know how I f**ed it - But I really f**ed it up Didn’t really know how I f**ed it - But I really f**ed it up Didn’t really know how I f**ed it - But I really f**ed it up Didn’t really know how I f**ed it - But I really f**ed it up I can’t help it baby If you could see how much I’m hurting. x2 Hurting (yeah yeah yeah) Well I’m hurting (yeah yeah yeah) x2 Didn’t really know how I f**ed it - But I really f**ed it up