Laughing Colors - Autumn lyrics

Shelled by my misfortune Bleeding from a wound that never heals Mine is gone and I'll be leaving Far away across the fields Winter is so unkind now Autumn stays and waits with me When she's gone I've lost a friend The only thing I'll ever need Remember, we laughed and you said that It would never die Maybe something will remind you In the Autumn sky Leaves are turning in my head Head is much too blind to see Sea of hate surrounds me Oh how it used to be Believed in the way you lived for me Believed the wind would take me home Believed someday I'd find myself Now I'm all alone