Last Tuesday - Today Was Long lyrics

And I'll concede, I was the first To take this news and doubt my everything Wondering how we would go, go on from here When everything I thought I needed most Was taken from me And you know I want to be, strong but then it's hard to see How you're controlling everything, and how I need you now This song is not the end This change can't take away the things, that you always had in mind You know you always had in mind Today was long, as as it went on, I felt the need to want to sleep away Hoping that tomorrow brings relief on pain Or put me one day close to the end So I can see the plan And now I want to know, how this change will make me grow Towards the things you'll need me for, and how I need you now