Last Tuesday - Carry On lyrics

So here I am once again And I know I've tried this before And I know I can't be sure But I'll give it all I've got I'll give it all I've ever had I'll make sure this one counts What do you think Of what I've said So Carry on, Carry on Carry on my friend Bring all your things We won't be back You look so sick when your awake You look like you've been here before And I know I can't be sure But you seem to want to walk In some plans that have been laid But you're waiting for something And I believe And I believe… I don't want to be here again (I thought I made it clear You're not supposed to be here You're not supposed to be In the room when I can't control it And I just need time to k** And I just need time to be alone I know on my own I can make it And never have to return)