Lapko - Barrel of the Past lyrics

Sorry my dear friend Sorry my dear past For everything I did because I tried to lie Uncertainty made me some kind of a fearless caricature picture with the same old face You glare at me through my eyes Every anger has a former one Every legend beats one older Everything has been before you Everything and all except that one wall Use your wall it pushes you on I need to say I love you I need to scare you too I need to figure out where is my heart of gold Somewhere is a place where you can hide your failures It's a place Where you've learnt how to swim Please look into my eyes I have my place in this world Do I learn it this time I'm face to face with my fulfilled dreams and trigger in front of my eyes Bullet in the barrel with my name on I haven't found the whole revelation but I've seen flashes