Lana Del Rey - Bad Disease lyrics

Well, there is something about watching a crime It makes me want to go out and make it all mine It's something about seeing you fight It makes me want to go out tonight I got a bad disease I got a bad disease To fall into Yeah, it's true There's something about seeing him die That puts it all into perspective and I Want to stay home, be left alone Someone make my mind up so I don't have to decide I got a bad disease I got a bad disease To fall into Yeah, I do There's some reason why I can't sit still Every waking moment I feel so unfulfilled I try to lie down, but I don't know how Baby, when I'm sleeping, if it's less like I am dreaming Oh, my god I got a bad disease I got a bad disease It's got me down On my knees There's a fear I have, a feeling real bad I'm final if I find out that I'm not I'll be sad I try to cry, to thoughts in the night Oh, they got me thinking, I'd be happier just drinking It's not true And I got a bad disease I got a bad disease It's got me down On my knees Oh, no I got a bad disease Will no one help me please? Not even you?